HAD IT ALL EP

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HOLY WATER

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CAN'T RUN FOREVER

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HAD IT ALL

 

lock myself inside my room of plastic

it’s my own cocoon

it’s all for free

all for free

 

i put my phone into the wall

the batteries involved

no they were not for me

not for me

 

i watch the sky unwind

for a moment in time

and there is finally honesty

 

the tragic call when a colony falls

it’s never comforting

 

i see the kids and the cops

in the coffee shops

and i can learn to breathe

i can learn to breathe

 

i had it all

i thought i had it all…

 

i had it all

i thought i had it all

i thought i had it all

i thought i had it all

 

i feel my heart slip back

to the cul de sac

where you would carry me

 

we’d read the day old news

how the world is confused

with nearly everything

everything

 

did we want more than we

could stomach?

all we ever did was wait

we would waste our time in the

shadows

waste our time

 

i had it all

i thought i had it all

i thought i had it all

i thought i had it all

 

i saw the sky unwind

 

 

HOLD YOUR LOVE

 

all my life i'm willing…

inside my heart 

there's a feeling…

 

all my life i'm willing…

inside my heart 

there’s a feeling

that we both belong

 

i was young 

i was not content

i was so unwell

please excuse any common sense

i wasn't myself

 

all my life i’m willing

to hold your love

inside my heart 

there's a feeling

that we both belong

 

you were doing all your diligence

to treat me well

i was playing like i'm innocent

i wasn't myself

and despite what i thought i knew of it

i was so unfair

blind to the thought that hesitance

meant i really cared

 

always love

 

all my life i'm willing

to hold your love

inside my heart 

there's a feeling

that we both belong

 

it's back again

come in, attack again

everything i want

i give away

 

TWO SIDES

 

wait

can’t see what’s in front of me

i thought we were everything

the future is blind

 

it’s much better that we wait

tell me what you want to be

feeling restless as you try to speak

don’t leave me behind

 

why you gotta walk out

on that open door

why you gotta walk out when you

can’t afford

everything you wanted that you

had before

why you gotta walk out…

 

why you tell the truth

with two sides

that way you get it

that way you get it right

i

i don’t like how you’re devoted

but you’re always

somehow switching sides

 

wait

let the silence inside of me

realize it’s time to speak

to keep us alive

 

and i pray

to someone that i can’t see

reaching for clarity

don’t leave me behind

 

why you gotta walk out

on that open door

why you gotta walk out

when you can’t afford

everything you wanted

that you had before

why you gotta walk out…

 

why you tell the truth

with two sides

that way you get it

that way you get it right

i

i don’t like how you’re devoted

but you’re always somehow

switching sides

 

who will stay true?

 

(you decide)

 

why you gotta walk out

on that open door

why you gotta walk out

when you can’t afford

everything you wanted

that you had before

why you gotta walk out…

 

why you tell the truth

with two sides

that way you get it

that way you get it right

i

i don’t like how you’re devoted

but you’re always

somehow switching sides

 

 

holy water

 

holy water

running dry

future fire

feel the light

 

i’m not asking for much these days

all i’m asking is for us to change

when the holy water’s running dry

will you hide or step outside?

 

holy water

running dry

future fire

feel the light

 

i’m not asking for much these days

all i’m asking is for us to change

when the holy water’s running dry

will you hide or step outside?

 

holy water

running dry

future fire

future fire

 

i’m reaching for help…

 

holy water

running dry

future fire

feel the light

 

 

found

 

underneath the shadows

falling

pick another battle

all in

dream the water shallow

easy to swim

if you see an arrow

where to begin

 

i think i see the sun clearing

be still now

i think it’s time we speak clearly

it’s time to be found

 

when all we’re after

is bleeding now

i rely on breathing out

 

afraid to face tomorrow

all in

empty lungs and sorrow

starving

if you see an arrow

we’re found again

 

found again

 

clearing, be still now

clearly, it’s time to be found

it’s bleeding now

i rely on

breathing out

 

when all we’re after

is bleeding now

i rely on breathing out

 

i see it

i see it

breathing out

 

when all we’re after

is bleeding now

i rely on breathing out

 

i see it breathing out